小记事

现在是凌晨三点钟，作业做到头有点痛。
哈哈~ 有没有很熟悉的感觉？
回想下是什么歌吧~=P

面对面前这个让我熬夜的报告，我快发疯了。
再想想考试快到了，OTL...

大学的生活也没什么变化，
还是跟以前一样很少说话，
所以朋友不多，
可是能够认识到他们5位，
真的觉得自己很幸运。

他们不是那些因为利益而靠近你的人，
他们是真心当你是朋友，
有事总会帮你的朋友。

想当初的我们都害怕遇到坏心的人，
很庆幸我们遇到了彼此，
很庆幸我们能够真心相待。
我们大家都为遇见了彼此而感到安慰，
所以我希望我们可以一直保持下去，
Happy group 不可以解散哦~ =)

让心跳停了

还是冰冷的结冰　你和它一样透明
我伸手　抓不紧　没气力
雨随着睫毛滑行　一滴滴流进眼里
我呼吸不到你　到最后一秒才唤起

让心跳停了　时间就会暂停
告诉你我只会跟想你到这里
让大雨淋湿我　不会再有像童话般的清醒
让心跳停了　我们就到这里
分手本来就不该会有结局
我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气

雨随着睫毛滑行　一滴滴流进眼里
我呼吸不到你　到最后一秒才唤起

让心跳停了　时间就会暂停
想告诉你我只会跟你到这里
让大雨淋湿我　不会再有　像童话般的清醒
让心跳停了　我们就到这里
分手本来就不该会有结局
我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气

闭上眼睛　我想着你　可是你却不让我靠近
多希望在这个季节里　还有你
时间就停止在这里

让心跳停了　时间就会暂停
想告诉你我只会跟你到这里
让大雨淋湿我　不会再有　像童话般的清醒
让心跳停了　我们就到这里
分手本来就不该会有结局
我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气
我静静的换气　瞬间失去了力气

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很喜欢的一首歌，

很好听，就像一名网友所说的- 唱到心里了。=)

听着听着，回忆一点一滴地浮现了。

苦笑，是我的回应，傻瓜，是我的结论。

就让时间把一切淡忘，遗弃。

今天，第一次去溜冰场。

离我家十分钟路程的溜冰场，却是我生平第一次去。

想起来，觉得很可笑。为什么吗? *笑而不语*

一直想去的地方，今天我去了。踏入溜冰场的瞬间，只觉得好滑哦~

一直在练习，可是到最后也没有很稳，还需要别人的帮助才能滑行，而不置于重心不稳。

可庆幸的是，我没有摔倒噢~谢谢表姐，一直扶紧我。

下次~我还要去~还会去~到那时候，我会努力学好的。

相信自己吧~只有自己才能改变自己~总是那么告诉自己的。

开始担心起自己了，是因为思维改变了吧？

我不再是中学时代那个天真无知的女孩，

有时候在想，如果我还是一样，顾虑就会少了对吧？

现在是1239 am..好巧噢~

不习惯现在的自己。

近来~

终于等到今天，第二学期的成绩出炉了。
一直害怕不及格的科目，及格了！
而且成绩也不错，至少在团体报告拿到惨不忍睹的分数下，
这科还可以拿到这样的成绩对我来说已经很好了。
开学后我一定要看那份报告，我一定要清楚地了解问题所在。

英文啊~说话方面是进步了一点，
写的方面好像没什么进步，
不行啊！

放假至今，已经对电脑失去了兴趣。
天天都做同样的事，我闷到快发狂了。
最近的蚊子很多，咬到我身上很多红点，又痒又难消，
最讨厌咬我的颈项，红红的，好像皮肤病~=-=

我还是很怀念中华的日子啊~
都八个月了~还是很不习惯大学的日子~
也不知不觉地，读了八个月了。
时间真的过得好快啊~
好想回到中华~我时常都有这种想法，
可是一旦我回到中华校园，这个念头马上就取消了。
嘿嘿~我也不知道为什么~=P

包袱好像越来越重了，
不想要的，最终还是归我了。
害怕被人误会，害怕被人讨厌，
外人我可以不在乎，可是他们是重要的人啊！
是因为我的身份吗？是啊~~
在别人眼中，这件事是好事，
可是我根本不在乎这些东西。
拒绝了那么多次，还是不行啊~

头发，是时候修了。
想法，是时候改变了。
人，是时候长大了。
该放下的，是时候放下了..

1st week of 2nd semster

Just redecorated my blog, cute?
spend some amount of time to pick templates,
i ♥ this template! so cute! =D
a fresh look for my blog, yeah!

Now is flash back time!!
My family and I went to jalan Yap Kuan Seng located in KL
to attend our relatives wedding.
The Bangalore was nice.


the dinning table, a little present for every guest.


some decorations in the house.


Our new Couples! ♥

Is a beautiful place but is hot,
maybe too many guests?

This is the 1st week of my 2nd semester.
the time table is worst,especially Thursday.
I have 5 hours break between two classes. T-T
gosh! how i gonna survive?! what should i do during this break??
i have to come out with some plan.

recently happen acidic cases in Malaysia.
everyone is worry about it especially women.
My mum worry about me n ask me not to go out.
omg! i want to! pls let me go! i have things to buy~ T-T
although i also afraid of this! >-<

yesterday went to bangsar village with friends.
We have food in plan b, a restaurant that full of coffee smell!
i ♥ it!!!! i ♥ coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! x)
Is really a good place to relax n enjoy your meal.

lack of clothes for Uni!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was in the same situation with my best friend- DX.
We plan to go buy tomorrow but because of the acidic cases,
My mum dun want me to go. =(
ya, is very dangerous i know, i also scare.
I'll be alone during the journey of going n come back.
n the place we want to go have happen these cases before!!

Is happy to know that 2nd sem last only 2 months,
but I'm worry about the classes.
Every assignment will be rush n even the exam. T-T
I have to work it out quickly!!

well~ step into a different world now~
a totally different world, an opposite world.
all i know is~ the world needs money, a lot of money.

Hang Out ♥

Yesterday hang out with my college friends,
our first hang out~
we didn't skate as G is not coming.
I was quite sad as G n R is sick n cant join us. =(
But hope they get well soon n join us tomorrow!

I have a great time with K n S at Sunway Pyramid.
We take lunch at Full House,introduce by K.
The environment is nice n the decoration is cute,
let me think about the little pantry in IOI mall.
The food there is nice,
we have been eating n charting for nearly 2 hours. O-O
Is really a nice place there, thx to K for introduce. =)

As we didn't skate, we change our plan to shopping.
We go to G2000, kitchen, cotton on n some other shops.
We get our eyes on some clothes in cotton on,
but K n I didn't buy, plan to buy next time.

We chat n suddenly plan to go Sunway Lagoon on this Thursday.
S didn't go before n she was excited.
We walk to the entrance of Sunway Lagoon n have a look on the maps n ticket price.
This hang out haven't on yet as we are asking G n R too.
I hope they can go~ more ppl more fun!! x)

I really wish to go there as long time didn't go already.
n this is also the first time go SL with FRIENDS. x)
I'm really happy n excited, hope this plan can really succeed.

We chat a lot during our hang out.
I'm happy to have them as my friends. ♥

terrible weather

What on earth is happening now?!
terrible hot!!!! X(
is killing everyone~
imagine all the workers who need to explore to the sun~
OMG~ pity them~ x(
Many ppl sick because of this weather,
even my dog also can't stand it~

Today is mother's day,
we din celebrate,
my mum don't want to.
but we secretly buy presents for her.
she dont know yet~ hehehehe!

One week left for my semester break~
so fast~ second semester is coming~
still hang in the mood when I first enter HELP~==

Hmmm~
i have to suit two names now~
my new n old chinese name~ ><
my secondary schoolmates still call my old name,
while my college friends call my new name.
sometime i will get confuse,
are they calling me or what? o.O

Many friends is going to enter NS soon,
I WANT TO GO !!!!!!! X(
Dun said me crazy, i really wish to enter.
But i can't.
I'm not the choosen one n got other problems~==
although got many unpleasant news about NS,
but u'll change your mind if u really accept it.
just like my nieces,
they were so unhappy when they were choosen,
but they change their mind and even dun want to come out early
as they said they love there.
They make many friends inside n they said is really fun.
They even cry when the last day come.

HP! HP! HP!!!!
after all the experiences,
i'm so afraid to have a new one now. T-T

Holiday for Me

刚刚看了看日期，才知道今天是星期五了~==
那么快要一星期了~ 感觉过得很快~ =S
母亲节要到了，我知道要送什么~x)

我明确的表明立场和想法，
请相信我所说的话，
不要认为自己想的我是对的，
人不可貌相，海水不可斗量
我是我，我不是你想象中的我。
我不喜欢一针见血，我知道这样很伤人的。
请不要认为了解我，因为我是双子。
我觉得累了，或许有人会当乐趣，
对不起，我不能，我只会越来越厌恶。

最近，我开始注重自己的皮肤了，
因为我晒黑了~T^T
而且我也胖了~~T-T T-T
上了大学，真的会发胖啊！！！
（或许只是我而已 T-T)

快半年了，什么感想？
喜欢心理学~ x)
它让我有动力~ x)
我不知道未来我是否有能力读硕士，
不知道未来我能否找到让爸妈放心的工作，
最重要是跟心理学有关。
不知道我的成绩能否申请到我想进的 Queensland，
还有好多未知数，不过我不会害怕，
我会一步一步地向前走，
未来有多少挑战，难题，我会尽自己的力量化解。
就算失败，就当是人生中一种体验。
最重要是要站回起来。

人生总是充满变数，
你不知道下一秒会发生什么事。
爸妈是苦尽甘来，身为孩子的我，
很佩服他们，很庆幸自己是他们的孩子。

Who do u want to know, Who do u want to give
爸，我会记得的。
现实世界很残酷，
不是你想，就能得到。
有些人付出了很多，却得不到想要的。
相反的，你不要，却让你拥有。
不要埋怨，懂得珍惜，你才会快乐。
人生只那么一次，怎么过，自己决定。