Is Been A While

At first, I thought I lost this account.
With a little bit of searching here & there, I managed to log in (Yeah for me!)

Well, how's life?
that's a tricky question.
A mixture of everything, I supposes?

Let's just start with some basic ones. (Easier...Maybe)
I'm currently a Msc student in Great Britain (Wow, this place is totally Fab!)
Surrounded by kind & open-minded ppl, clean & beautiful environment,
that's just Awesome :)

Some ppl ask me abt discrimination issues,
Tbh, it didn't occurs to me here so far.
In fact, they r all super nice & considerate (I thought I was dreaming when I 1st came here)

Within this 1 yr (Almost), tones of things happened.
Life is full of surprises that's all I can said.

At least, most of my encounters here r good,
I managed to make some really close frds within 1 month time (that's a blessed),
we look after 1 another, spent a lot of time together,
 do crazy stuffs, always be there n support each other etc.
I remember 1 of my close frd here, we just met & talk for like 5 mins, we already like an old frd to each other, many ppl thought we alrdy knew each other for a long time, lol (life is amazing, huh?)

Each & every1 of us grow, in a fast pace.
I think that's the thing most ppl got when they r overseas.
Thank god that my journey here r more towards the positive than the negative.
I can said that my 1 yr of life here is fab, I felt the pure happiness & freedom within me.
Even though studies were not easy, but that's another question (that's motivation!).
Thank god for looking after me.

There r always up & downs in life.
Unfortunately, the down parts happened back in my country.
I lost 2 of my beloved family members (grandma & godfather)
within few months time of me being here.
Things doesn't seems to go better after this,
in fact, the worst thing happened.

But, I am still here, trying my best to cope with everything that happened.
I believed in hope, that's the thing that pushed me to keep going
since I was just a little kid.
I'll take this as a challenge, with a grateful attitude.
Life is not easy, but it had a lot of beauty in it.
One thing to keep in mind, never lost urself in the journey of life.

Be strong & keep on getting stronger, that's wat challenges give you.
U can be heart broken, sad, desperate, helpless, but remember, u hv to get up after this.
Not only for u but also for the 1 that loves u, even when they r no longer with u,
but trust me, they will always be in ur heart, forever.

I cried, desperate, feeling like the world is crushing down,
the same helpless feeling when I were a kid.
I know I cant change the fact, but I will try my best to do everything I could.
Never give up even when u feel helpless.

I'll do wat I had promised & pls wait for my return.
Pls take good care of urself & be strong.
U r always my beloved, strong & beautiful woman.
Thx for everything u scarifies for us,
dont be afraid, we will always be with u no matter wat happened.

I just wan to let u know that I love you,
u know that u were the most important ppl in my life.
I'll be strong, that's the girl that u educate & who puts u as her role model.

if u r sad, I'll be there to hug u.
if u r afraid, I'll be there to support u
if u r desperate, I'll be there to calm u down.
if u feel helpless, I'll be there to help u no matter wat.
Is my turn to protect & support u.

U have all of us who loves u so much, pls be strong.
I have faith in u just like u have faith in me,
I'll do my best so do u.
Pinky promise?

N thank you for every1 that provide supports & help during this difficult time.
We really grateful about it.