Tuesday, January 26, 2010

交界处

日子平凡吗?不见得~
特别吗? 不算是~

迎新会那天,
第一次跟组员们见面~
本来担心自己带不好,
可是他们都很配合,很好玩.
在这短短的两个小时,
我已经"爱"上他们了,哈哈~

第一次讲话讲到要变音了,
他们却听不到~==
第一次那么主动,那么活跃~(虽然不是很啦~可是对我而言是咯~)
我希望自己的声音变大声点,
这样我以后讲话就不用费尽力气,人家却听不到.==

抱歉的是,
组员们本来兴致勃勃,很积极地参与,
在游戏环节,
我们组一直输~
他们的心情也随之掉落.
看到他们这样,
我很伤心,
有一股感觉自己没有做好自己的责任.,=(
应该要让他们开开心心地过迎新会才对.

下次上学会,
会有多少人保留在这组?
因为各组名单需要从新调动,
所以下次就不一定跟他们同组~
做了他们一天的组长,
其实已经很开心了.
跟他们相处觉得很不错的~=)
讲真的我不舍得他们每一个人啊~>.<

最近跟HX通电话的次数增加了,
更难得的是,
我们四人组终于又一起了! ^-^
DX,PY,HX和BH终于有机会一起下课了! =D
四人在一起,
只有一个结果: 吵! 闹! 玩!!
很久没有这种感觉了,很开心哦~=)

天天都在忙碌中度过,
真的很累~很累~
一但睡觉,
我很快就可以进入梦乡了.
真的好累..
可是算是值得吧~

开始察觉到自己的改变了,
今年的我会不会一直这样下去?
该开心还是伤心呢?
习惯后应该就OK了~

我会记得今天在变形湖发生的事,
以后经过那里,
我应该都会想起它.
可怜的它..
如果结局可以是美好的,
那该有多好啊..

Sunday, January 17, 2010

惯例

昨天的我心情一直很低落~
我不知道为什么会这样~
对不起了,朋友~
我一直都HIGH不起来~
我不想的~ T-T
谢谢佩佩的报纸,
那时候我真的很兴奋啦~^-^

太久没有扯铃了,
第一次学会就考试~
吓倒我了~
手又多了几个伤痕,
好像在自残的样子~==
还好不会很深,
现在没那么明显了.
技术差就是技术差~

照惯例去学驾车~
今天的老师教得很好~
他教我很多东西~
其他老师没有教的~
我发现自己爱上了驾车~
驾车的时候很开心~
什么事都被我抛在脑后~
只知道我在驾车~很开心地在驾车~^-^
很享受那种感觉,
虽然我有出错和不会很多东西,
可是却不会感到不开心还是怎样~
结束了,我还不舍得离开~哈哈~>_<

妈咪开始做新年饼了~
我和弟弟一起床就被她拉去帮忙了,哈哈~
很顺利地做完,
虽然用了一整天的时间~
不过却很好吃~^0^
妈咪终于放手让我自己做,
不再像以前那样我做到一半她就抢去做了.
哈哈~很开心咯~=D

我的样子...很幼稚对吗??
老师问我几岁,
他说怎么看我都不像是个考完SPM的学生,
我的样子看起来还很小~ T^T
虽然这是事实,
可是我还是给他狠狠地打击了一下~
有点伤叻~哈哈~=P

悬挂着的小小愿望,
虽然只是轻轻的纸鹅~
却载满了无数的愿望和梦想,
它轻吗?
看似轻,其实却是那么地沉重.
希望载着的所有愿望和梦想,
到最后都能实现,
看到处处都展开了向日葵般的笑容~=)

Monday, January 11, 2010

my life

now i'm studying form 6~
i really know what is "XIAN XIU LIAN" now~
thx to my form teacher for inviting the seniors to tell us about it~
although it has use up few period of maths~

our class n xian xiu lian 1 is in the same class~
study together~
xian xiu lian 1 have quite much students~
about 16 i think~

a busy n quite fun school life i have now~=)
i have become a little bit hardworking than before~
thx to the pressure i have~haha~=P

this week n the coming two weeks~
we have exams~ quite fast right?

our teachers~ especially chemistry n biology~
they reach our classroom very early~
when the bell rangs,
u can see them outside our classroom already~==
the teacher i like the most is Chinese class teacher~ ^-^

our class is quite fun~
we have organizes two events~
first~on 17 jan( SUN)
go to taman metro politan, selayang joging or flying kites~
then play games together~
eat breakfast(maybe 肉骨茶) n lunch togehter too~
seconnd~ on 1 feb~
went to the same place picnic~
haha~ i think will be fun~ =D
but i dunno how to go there~
is really far from my house~
i think i cant go already~ =(

now my feeling is just like~
i'm gonna study finish form 6~
is not like i will leave if the SPM results is good~
i dont have the feelings that maybe i will leave~
dunno why~ maybe i give myself pressure? too nervous?
but that's good too~
being more concentrated in class~more hardworking than before~
is not a bad things either~=)
i hope i can keep it up~
dont become lazy after few weeks~=P
although i think i will~==

i dunno if i will leave or not~
but for now~
all i can do is study better~
leaving or stay~
just wait until SPM results came out~

this year events is quite lot for me~
gonna be more active from now~
i hope i can do so~
if not~ i dunno what will happen~==

i really excited to see if they will appear or not~
they say they will to me last year~ =)
i'm really happy when they tell me so~ =D
they have the talent to learn~
n they really like it~
hope i will see them~ =)

quite busy life i have now~
so i think i wont recently update my blog~
but i sure will update when i'm free~ =)