We had lost our beloved aunt the night before new year.
All of us were mourning about her death,
crying in pain at SJMC.
When I received all the greeting for new year that night,
I was covered with tears and pain for the lost of our aunt.
Seeing all friends were full of joy welcoming 2014,
I wish I am too.
I replied some greetings but not all,
when I typed "happy new year too",
I am not happy at all,
but I don't dare to tell as I don't want to spoilt their happiness.
None of my friend knew about it except 1 friend.
Unluckily he asked me where am I that night,
& I told him I'm in hospital.
Initially we thought that my aunt still able to survived through CNY,
but she passed away all of the sudden.
She had been fighting against her cancer for 13 years.
This 13 years was full of pain & suffer.
Although we lost her, but death may be a relief for her.
She is a kind & generous women,
her whole life was full of sacrificing & helping people without hoping for any return.
Even until her last stage,
she was worrying about others not herself.
The night she died,
everyone cried.
I never seen my dad & all uncle's cried so hard before,
the desperate look on their face was clearly seen.
My cousin was there crying & saying "mommy, please wake up, please."
All of us were so heart broken & tears running down our face.
If heaven do exists,
I hope my aunt will lived happily there.
